Two years ago… Yes only two years ago I was going through a phase where I was unhappy on every field of my life you can possibly imagine.
The worst was the feeling of not being able to change anything that was literally devastating me. I was not working. I stayed at home all day long just thinking about what was not good and yes, the more I was thinking about the things that weren’t good and the more things seemed to get worst.
My sentimental life was ended. I still lived with my ex but we were both not into each other anymore. We didn’t speak about it but we knew that our relationship was way gone, we were afraid of it because we both felt that we could get it back together but we both didn’t do anything to get it better.
I personally was afraid of leaving him. My thoughts were: What about if he changes and I wasn’t willing to wait? What about if I leave him and than regret it? We slept in separate rooms because I personally didn’t want to even eat with him, impossible to think that I would want to share the same room and bad…! This was so frustrating, during the day when I was alone at home I would think about how to possibly forgive him and save our relationship and when he arrived at home I would do everything to stay away from him. I didn’t understand this feelings.
I have heard about “The Secret” and decided to watch the movie. I got really emotional, I remember crying while watching it, went on watching it all day… It says that you should write down what you want as if you already had it, and this is what I did! I wrote down exactly how I wanted my man to be. I remember feeling the joy of hearing the key turning in the lock to open the door when he arrived. I imagined the happiness and the love I felt inside looking at him (even though I didn’t imagine his face) I was imagining my face, my expressions while seeing him, hearing his voice. I visualised exactly how his hug and kiss felt and, I felt the love, the warmth of all those feelings were bringing me.
I was living a very controlled life, my ex would control everything, he would read everything and would search in my bedroom for any evidence that I was doing something wrong during the day. So I couldn’t keep a journal and write down my thoughts and my plans. I couldn’t write down how I was visualising and manifesting love. But I had my phone and it had the fingerprint he couldn’t control that… So I downloaded an app and started to journal using the app. I wrote down the exact description of the man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.
Everything that you would imagine was written on the description of the man I imagine would become the love of my life.
I remember that one of the requisites that I wrote twice was that He was supposed to be a person incapable of judging others, which made me lough when I wrote it because this is so hard, almost impossible, we as humans we judge each other even if we don’t want to, but I was so determined that the love of my life had to had all those qualities that I didn’t care how hard or impossible it was I just wanted what was for me the perfect man. I wrote everything down and happiness just flew into my heart, I suddenly felt so happy that when my ex arrived home I couldn’t hide my happy expression from him. He immediately asked where I’ve been that day and if I met somebody. He couldn’t understand where all that light came from.
Everyday I would re-read would I wrote down and after I finished I always said if this man exists I’ll meet him and I’ll marry him, he will want to marry me and we will live together for the rest of our life.
Months pass by, the relationship with my ex got worst and worst. I found a job. He went back to Italy for the summer vacations and I decided that I wouldn’t go with him. That made us fight even more but he went and I was finally free to be happy alone at home without stress and that was the best month of my life where I got to find myself, meditate and visualise my future.
Overtime I read the notes about the love of my life I truly believed that he was gonna arrive and I made a promise to myself that I wouldn’t want anything less than exactly what was written down.
So it happened I met the love of my life on my new job, in one week we decided to go live together, in two months he asked me to marry him, in 5 months we got married and is one year and a half that we are happily together. And yes he is exactly the man described on the journal app of my phone. Yes every detail I wrote is him.
Yes visualisation, manifesting and meditation works, yes we can attract people to our lives. Yes our mind is powerful and there is nothing we cannot achieve with the power of our thoughts… Good or Bad we are gonna attract it and, yes we must stay focused and use our power on the most positive way to manifest a happy life.
I hope that you, reading this right now, no matter what kind of situation you are living in, you will have the power to change everything! Starting NOW!
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